Posted by admin for anonymous
Primary Care Provider
Mental Health Counselor
I'm fairly certain fewer than 2 of these doctors know my first name
I also know that they do not communicate with each other
This is a stupidly long list of specialists
Each only addressing one issue
My problem is getting any of them to consider the multiple symptoms and adress them collectively
For instance, could there be one thing causing all these things to happen
Im just feeling overwhelmed and frustrated with diagnostics and labs and procedures and automated calls from clinics and pharmacists and appointments overlapping and I'm beginning to question whether all this is even necessary
Like how does it benefit me ?
Is it going to improve my condition ?
Better my quality of life ?
Is it even worth it ?
Spending all these days that I can manage to get up going to appointments and stressing out ?
Maybe I should take some time to enjoy my life a little bit before I get too sick to ever enjoy anything ...
Mentally and physically
This routine is making me unhappy
Im normally fairly cheerful but now I'm just miserable
I hate my life
I feel like I'm wasting it
Every appointment brings more tests and more appointments
Im sorry to be so complainy
I try not to complain to my friends because Im afraid they'll stop coming around
I just need to unload every once in a while
Thanks for allowing me a place to do it